It is amazing the way I think one day and completely change my mindset the next day!!!
I did an introspection and I realize once again that I cannot live on art. Because it is my only source of well-being and if I sell it, I risk losing all the benefits it has brought me for 10 years. I'm not able to ear critics or a thing like "that's not what we wanted". I do art for me and I really can't sell it.
I thought about a job that I would like to do and that I would do well without investing my soul, but just my brain and the job of testing software attracts me. Because I'm not able to code anymore all the day but I'm a rigourous person and I need this rigour coupled with my sensitive and creative side.
I dunno how but I know I will become a QA tester.
For now, I follow my 100 days project. It is still my project and I will try to keep it through the end. 45 days left.